Hi everyone! I'm XxxBrokenxXxSoulxxX a.k.a.Rylee. I'm one of the"professionals" on this support group, and I'm willing to help anyone who want's it. I've been through sexual abuse twice, I used to cut myself and still hold back urges not to, I was a pill-popper and would overdose, even though I knew that it wouldn't kill me. I once took fifteen pills in less than 24 hours, and I tried to kill myself more than once. I know what it feels like when you're alone in the world, and you can barely hang on. I have helped friends through sexual abuse, cutting, pill-popping, eating disorers, drugs, alcohol, depression, abusive parents, and that is a bigger role than it sounds like. I know that I'm not perfect, and that I'm insecure and self-consious, but I still beat all of my troubles and I know that you can too. You just need a good friend that you can trust. I'm crazy, wild, sarcastic, funny, random, deep, and a lot more. If you want to pm me for help, feel free. I use invisble mode, so I might be on when it says I'm off. If you have anymore questions about me, post them on this thread, or pm me. I'm always open to help, and remember:Life is too short to hold back. Live in the moment and don't think about the consequnces, or you'll never really get to live life to it's fullest. One of my many philosifies. By the way, I can't spell.
hay if u need me i will help if i can feel free to pm me or talk on hear. i also think wen it comes to suiside its not jsut the person doing it that need the help, even if u kno someone who has done it or is thinking about doing it u can also ask hear, if u need advise about talking to them n stuf. emmm the others told u about there background when it comes to this so i guess i should share to.
im the kind of person that stresses n obsesses over every tiny little detail and when i get to stressed i cut. i dont kno why i do it but i always have.
i also went thro a rly bad patch about a year ago n i tried to kill myself a few times but i think im over that now
my twin brother killed himself.
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iv bein a member since 2003 and yes i kno i spell like a five year old but im dislexic so i hope u dont mind (just so its no longer brough up in arguments)
^Maybe we should give her credit for coming up with it?
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Where the Sidewalk Ends by Shel Silverstein
There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.
Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.
Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.
Im currently studying to be a counsellor for depression.....
I have also suffered from depression for the last two years and Anxiety dissorder for as long as i can remember. Ill add some more when i can think more
I also suffer from body dismrphia which effects the way i look at myself...i find it extremely hard to go out especialy crowded places as i feel people are luaghing at me...in fact im pretty certain they are but everyoneelse says otherwise so ill try and believe them. My current state is that i would rather just fade away or hide away as it seems so much easier than facing the world outside...but im on tablets to help me..as i dont want my career to suffer as im training to be a counsellor to help others.
Id realy like to help out with this
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"I am the astronaut in the sky, So don't worry, I'm ok now"
What a great thread to make.... it's sad to hear about people who cut, try to commit suicide etc. I have a friend who doesnt go to my school anymore, so I don't usually see her, she was more of just a school friend last year and she used to cut her self. She stopped thank goodness, but now she smokes to help ease the pain. She is only 14 or 15, and I really want her to stop. She goes to a Phyciatrist person who helps her with her problems... she doesnt cut anymore but instead she puts a rubber band on her wrist and pulls it up and lets it go on her skin to also help ease the pain... It really sucks.... and I hope she can recover from smoking and doesnt feel the need to rubberband slap or smoke... and I hope she never cuts again. She was inappropriatly touched with out agreeance by a guy at her old school. Who knows what else happened.. I hope she fully recovers. She has a nice personality, and I can make her laugh which is good.... so I see progression and I'm loving it.
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Im currently studying to be a counsellor for depression.....
I have also suffered from depression for the last two years and Anxiety dissorder for as long as i can remember. Ill add some more when i can think more
I also suffer from body dismrphia which effects the way i look at myself...i find it extremely hard to go out especialy crowded places as i feel people are luaghing at me...in fact im pretty certain they are but everyoneelse says otherwise so ill try and believe them. My current state is that i would rather just fade away or hide away as it seems so much easier than facing the world outside...but im on tablets to help me..as i dont want my career to suffer as im training to be a counsellor to help others.
Id realy like to help out with this
I'm like that. I'm actually pretty sure i've got that. I always feel like people are staring at me and laughing at me. It's awful. This year i pretty much stopped talking at school. I want them to forget about me. I hate it though. I hate not talking. It sucks.
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Where the Sidewalk Ends by Shel Silverstein
There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.
Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.
Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.
wen we r rly faced with it wat do u say to sumone who wants to cut? or commit suiside?
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Stef (Rookie of the year) Is my wife
tbdt search squad:rockchickfan imthemotherfuckingprincess
the best damn thing_11
bunny
evmark
crazycas
lavigne_daniel
crazychaz
iv bein a member since 2003 and yes i kno i spell like a five year old but im dislexic so i hope u dont mind (just so its no longer brough up in arguments)
wen we r rly faced with it wat do u say to sumone who wants to cut? or commit suiside?
You need to be someone they trust...if that person is in that state of mind they are very unlikely to belive what you say...its an extremely difficult situation...the words you use are important too as if they feel you are patronisng them they will lose any trust with you...you could be that persons best friend but that doesnt mean much to that person at that moment in time as they feel they have nothing left to live for...make them see that they have.
Ive been in that situation once before with a friend and i have put someone in that situation too.
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Denne sted er innholdsrik to ansikt idioter
"I am the astronaut in the sky, So don't worry, I'm ok now"
I've only tried to kill myself maybe two or three times, but I've wanted to and almost gone through with it tons of times. It was honestly just knowing that my bff needed me and would do the same thing if I did it that stopped me. We had to take care of each other witch was the hardest thing in the world because we are both some of the most stubborn people you will ever meet, but we did, and that's what got us through. We just kept trying, and we didn't give up on each other, and we slowly began to notice that everything was coming together. We were getting happier, life was getting easier, we started wanting to live, and now we feel great. We both feel better than ever. Our low self-esteem is fading away, and our depression does still come, but not as often, and it doesn't last as long. An hour or two tops. This thread was to show anyone who needs help, that there acctually is someone who wants them, someone who needs them, and someone who cares enough to help them. We want to show them that we aren't going to give up on them. We want them to know that they aren't alone, and that we can help. We want to help. It's like one of my favorite sayings: Sometimes you have to put up walls. Not to keep people out, but to see who has care enough to break them down.(end quote) We are the ones who want to break them down. All they have to do is post on this thread, or read our mini-biographies and decide who they would be most comfortable private messaging for help. It's easier for them to find someone that understands what they have been through the most, so they know who gets them more, and really knows how they are feeling. TADA.lol.
Hey I am 13 and have been suffering with depression and mood swings my mood changes so often it's hard to keep track of how I am feeling but yeah I deal with it pretty good